I can't remember the reason why i wrote that last post (i just move it to trash)

 rasanya melegakan, kenapa aku tidak mengingat alasan tulisan penuh amarah itu kubuat, haha!

apa kabar kalian?
aku menuliskan ini dari kantor baruku, minggu ke-3 di sini.

ternyata cukup canggung rasanya, beradaptasi kembali
tidak secanggung pertama kali bekerja, untungnya
untungnya, aku bisa dibilang cukup senior, haha! 6 tahun bekerja apakah itu cukup?!

well, i kinda.. hmm..

the work here is not as busy as before, 
or maybe not yet
and i am struggling..

i keep thinking, what can i do for keep being busy?
i wanna do many things, there are many things i wanna do..

so, i come here this morning
thinking maybe i can get something here
i want to find another me, the old me, or..
i just want to be a better me..